We have a lot of anniversaries, some known and some for reasons only we and a few others will understand. This one I chose because it is when you took not only my body, but set yourself up in my heart. It is when the true chemistry of us exploded in flames and lit up my world with a super nova of emotion, it was the culmination of flirting and tension and a spiritual alchemy that could not be denied and the beginning of this love.
One year. That’s twelve months. 365 days. 8760 hours. 525,948 minutes. 31,556,926 seconds. 118 SL’s. That’s millions of smiles, a symphony of laughs, a few bucketsful of tears and an immeasurable amount of memories that only make me love you more with every passing second. You mean more than the world to me, and there arent nearly enough words in the universe to describe exactly how much I love you...
We started off with an offer that was all ‘No strings attached’, we started with a collision of fire and ice that brought me to life…and slowly…those strings wrapped around my heart, reached for my soul and bound me to you, an annoyingly sexy thorn in your side. You taught me to trust, to live and love, to play…you captivated me and you still do, I am enthralled by you, every single day, amazed by you, and every word, every touch, every look just entwines my soul even tighter with yours….
These found the words I couldn’t…
Soulmate - A person with whom you have an immediate connection the moment you meet - a connection so strong that you are drawn to them in a way you have never experienced before. As this connection develops over time, you experience a love so deep, strong and complex, that you begin to doubt that you have ever truly loved anyone prior. Your soulmate understands and connects with you in every way and on every level, which brings a sense of peace, calmness and happiness when you are around them. And when you are not around them, you are all that much more aware of the harshness of life, and how bonding with another person in this way is the most significant and satisfying thing you will experience in your lifetime. You are also all that much aware of the beauty in life, because you have been given a great gift and will always be thankful.
It's the love that survives anything and everything, that struggles and pulls through, that even when it seemed hopeless and out of control it still beat strongly. It's the love that is not superficial, a love that transcends not only the physical world but time itself. It's not perfect, but it's wonderful and still exhilarating after all those years. A love that isn't entirely human. It's the love that, if lost by a foil against destiny, will leave the people empty, pinning and never forgetting and never fulfilled. It's the love that makes you cringe at the thought that, had your life gone differently even for a millisecond, you may have not met this person - but in your heart you know you would have, some way, somehow, because soulmates always find one another.
“What is love? Love is when one person knows all of your secrets... your deepest, darkest, most dreadful secrets of which no one else in the world knows... and yet in the end, that one person does not think any less of you; even if the rest of the world does.”
Love, is a word used to describe an indescribable feeling you have for another person. When you love someone you feel connected to them and look at them and see them in a way other people do not. You see past their looks and materialistic side and see them. When you love someone you think about them all the time without obsessing; simple every day things remind you of the times you've had with them. When you love someone, when you are not with them you wish you were and can't wait to be again. You miss them when they're gone and can’t wait to see them when they return. When you love someone, even if you are not with them, if they are happy wherever life has taken them, you're happy for them and wish them the best. When you love someone, being in their arms and having them in yours is the safest place to be. When you love someone, when they touch you, you feel it everywhere and when they kiss you its like falling and flying at the same time. When you love someone you'd give everything to them, but they would never make you. Love is indescribable and indefinable; if you're in love... you know it.
And it’s not just in RP that you mean something to me. You are one of my closest, most treasured friends in RL, you are an inspiration, you keep me writing, you allowed Tory to have not only a past but a present and a future as well. I’ve said all this before to you, I know, but I can never portray just how much you have changed my life. If I didn’t have you, I wouldn’t laugh as often, I wouldn’t smile as bright. You are my light, you make me feel loved in a world that quite often makes me feel like it doesn’t want me here, you give me a reason to keep writing and to believe in myself, you give me the confidence to share the words in my head with the world. I wouldn’t be here without you. You are my soul friend…*smiles* My favourite quote that expresses just how much your friendship means to me….
“A soulmate is someone who has locks that fit our keys, and keys to fit our locks. When we feel safe enough to open the locks, our truest selves step out and we can be completely and honestly who we are; we can be loved for who we are and not for who we’re pretending to be. Each unveils the best part of the other. No matter what else goes wrong around us, with that one person we’re safe in our own paradise. Our soulmate is someone who shares our deepest longings, our sense of direction. When we’re two balloons, and together our direction is up, chances are we’ve found the right person. Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life.”
I love you, V….Always and for every infinity beyond eternity….
Happy One Year Anniversary, my soul…..
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