Hot wax

*Pacing the length of the Penthouse, my bare feet making no sound as I growl at the cell clutched in a death grip in my hand, the tinny voice of the nurse an annoying insect I want to swat, so haughty, so indignant, refusing me tests I was eligible for on the grounds that they don't service homicidal maniacs (her words) or people expunged from all aristocratic records...which is bull since I have a clinical file and a shitload of deeds in my name that solidifies my aristocratic lineage and reinstation of status...The small phone shatters in a crash of metal components and plastic, snarling at the debris as it spins in sharp projectiles across the room. I need that test...need to know for sure if I have a chance of...making it through...if I can even...do it in the first place...whether I'm so fucked up inside that I can't nurture anything in my body but pain, resentment and that gnawing violence...no habitat for young, that's for sure...but I want to know...just in case...one day I am willing to risk it...I nibble with a nervous fang on my lower lip, eyes tracing the empty room,   leaning my hip against the bar as I pour a shot of Absinthe...my drowning drink of choice...waiting for V to come back with the rejuvinating Starbucks he promised me...*

{willing the Penthouse door open with my mind, hands clutching the Starbucks cups, eyes scanning the room for you, gaze halting on you leaning against the bar, shitkickers crunching down on...broken cell components??...the smile dissolving from my face as I close the distance between us} are you ok, Tory?

*hearing your heavy footfalls, the concern in your voice. Staring down into the swirling green liquid as I shake my head*  No...I'm not...I...umm...called the clinic, for the...umm...for the...test? They turned me down...they don't cater to criminals...*sighing, shotting the Green Fairy with a shaky hand, tears bubbling close to the surface* Sorry...you  really don't need to be worrying about this shit...I should just have said I'm fine *forcing a smile* That my Starbucks?

{placing the coffees down on the bar with a growled curse, tilting your face up to mine, the tears swimming in your eyes betraying how hurt you really are} your biz is my biz, Tory, true. I'll make it happen, even if I have to feed Havers his own balls...{running my thumbs down your cheeks, shrewd eyes reading your expression, knowing this is not just about the  test} you're strong Tory. A warrior. You're alive, true, that's what matters...The rest is about dealing with the fallout...

I don't feel like a warrior right now...*circling your waist with my arms, my cheek over the strong beat of your heart, fingers slipping beneath your shirt to stroke the muscles in your lower back with cold hands* You'll feed him his balls?

{tipping your chin up to look at me, your cold hands sending shivers down my spine, speaking against your lips} whatever it takes {lips closing on yours, tongue a warm comforting stroke in your mouth, palms running up the feminine curves of your hips. Fingers following the arched channel of your spine, goatee a soft brush on your chin} I love you...

I love you...more than you'll ever know *trembling under the tender touches, the delicate mapping of your hands across the inked curves and scarred hollows of my body, raising goose bumps and chasing away the chill that had settled on my skin, a wave of red hot desire turning the ice cold hurt into ash and tormenting my nerve endings to tingling awareness, nuzzling your lips* please...make me not think...*threading my fingers in a tight hold in your hair* Please...

{our lips locked in needy possession, a hard, devouring kiss, wrapping your legs around my waist, your hands fisting my hair  your arousal hitting me hard, an unspoken demand, my body's response instantaneous...rock hard against the wet invitation of your bare sex. The towel that covers you falling away. Big palms burying in the peach swells of your ass, fingers imprinting on your soft flesh as I lay you down on the black silk, murmuring into your mouth} tell me Tory...tell me what you need from your male...I'm yours...all yours {bonding scent flooding the room}

*Fisting your hair harder as your words resonate through my heart, answered by the rush of slick arousal* I want you...I want you buried so deep inside me, you touch my soul...I want you hard and fast and loving me as though the world  will end tomorrow...*growling as your cock nudges the tight bud of nerves that throbs with the beat of my heart, so  close to where I crave you, my core a pool of need* I only want you, hellren mine...only you can make me feel whole  again, only you can love every shattered piece of me...please...

{a feral growl ripping from my throat at your words, the black candles flickering wildly as I wrench myself from your grip, jerking the shirt over my head, kneeling between your thighs, leathers straining with the thick weight of my cock, my female laid out before me, an erotic masterpiece of dusky nipples and ink and aroused feminine flesh. Fangs punching down, salivating, palms all over your skin, following the curves of your body, passing over the tight tips of your breasts, down...down your abs, slipping down your inner thighs, running though the slick arousal coating them, the scent driving me to distraction. Holding your gaze while I tug the belt from the waistband of my leathers, eyes hooded, darkly erotic, purring the words} let me tie you... let me make this all about you...{repeating your plea}...please...

*writhing under the intense caressing assault of your hands, so aroused your words are a rumble of noise, nodding, yes  please, do anything to me, take me however you want...I am yours...trust flows, an undercurrent of love lacing the roar of desire, strumming me into a state of primal ferocity, my fangs bared as you kneel between my quivering thighs, hands curled into claws, ripping the sheets as your hands coast lower, my eyes glowing, burning from within...too hot, too much tension, core an empty, weeping well of aroused, sensitive flesh, moaning loudly, a broken, lust filled sound*

{my huge warrior frame a cage looming over you, breath a hot kiss on your skin as I pry your hands from the silk, raising  them over your head, expert hands binding the belt tight around your wrists in a figure of eight, pulling back to admire how the position stretches your body into a long, lithe, erotic curve, your ribs working with each panting breath, your   breasts surging as you move. Growling with barely leashed desire, hands tugging the leathers from my thighs, freeing the swollen, throbbing length of my cock, moaning at the small release it offers, glowing diamond eyes tracking yours as you watch me fist my erection, gloved hand splitting the slick folds of your sex to lay my shaft on your aching pink flesh,  hips rolling the fat, glistening head over your most sensitive spot, fangs biting into my lower lip, drawing blood as I lean over to grasp a black candle in my palm, the puddle of molten wax tipping up to the rim, threatening to spill with the slightest turn of my wrist...}

*arching up with a snarl as your erection slips through the drowning folds of my core, not penetrating, teasing, cursing you in the Old Language, pleas spilling from my lips, switching between languages as my brain short circuits, too far gone, completely consumed by the maelstrom swirling with volcanic ecstasy over every inch, searing each cell, scorching  my nerves, nipples beaded to taut pearls of sensitised flesh. My hips jolt, rubbing wantonly along your shaft, watching  with lust darkened eyes as you grasp the candle, the shimmering flame reflected in the deep pool of molten wax. Breath hitching in anticipation, bowing my spine upwards, yearning for your touch, the velvet steel penetration...pain...gaze  stuck on the thick liquid, waiting...my core running with liquid fire, drenching my thighs*

{lips parted fangs throbbing points of passion, glazed eyes drinking in your undulating curves in the flickering candlelight. Lids flaring, tipping my wrist, the flame hissing as the hot liquid wax escapes, dripping in a thick, molten trail onto your nipple, my free hand grasping your inner thigh, spreading you wider for the thick invasion of my steely erection,  planting deep on a roared guttural cry, hips punching forward, embedding myself into you, sparing you none of my strength, more wax spilling onto your chest, over your nipples in random jerking splashes as the rapacious sexual need overwhelms me, control snapped, mind and body aligned in raw unbridled lust for my female...giving you all I am, heart and body and soul distilled into this one erotic union of flesh} Fuck Tory!

*Hissing out a screaming cry at the bone deep burn of the wax coating my nipple, entire being shattering under the hammer of pleasure pain that strikes me hard, knocking my head back into the pillows, bound hands bending around the metal of the headboard, gyrating off the bed, my release catapulting me to the heavens, exploding around your cock as you push your way through the contracting walls of muscle with brutal authority, pounding deep inside, spraying the lava hot wax over my chest with every thrust, my orgasms spiralling into each other, the iron length of you driving your heart, your soul, the essence of you so far inside me I am no longer just me...but you aswell. Grinding down on your kicking arousal, tight rotations of my hips coiling the tension, every thrust unravelling the pressure, growling your name...the only coherent word in my head...your name, over and over, punctuating my release as I shudder beneath you*

{Crying your name as you cry mine, a desperate mating song, the wild bucking slap of my hips into yours beyond conscious control, your shouts of pain a euphoric buzz, a spiritual thing, a catharsis, a physical expression of your demons...bonding scent roaring as you splinter apart on my cock over and over, the vicing grind of your pulsing core an unbearably sweet ache, cranking my body up like a rollercoaster... tipping me over the top, every muscle seizing up, sweat rolling down my chest as I fly...the great hot rush of my release barreling through the sensitive head of my cock, spurting deep into your core in great shuddering pulses...growling out the word} MINE!!!

*the metal of the headboard sharp, slicing into my hands as I crush it into a twist of steel, clinging to the only thing I can, desperate to feel your skin beneath my palms, feel the heaving roll and flex of your muscles as you release inside me, lids flipping open to watch the erotic mask of pleasure on your face, the tendons straining in your neck...MY warrior...MY hellren...MY saviour...MINE...lips curling off my fangs as I raise my hands to my mouth, snapping with a bite of razor canines through the tough leather of the belt, reaching for you, twining my fingers in your hair to  jerk your head with rough ownership to mine, capturing your lips and stroking my tongue into the wet heat of your mouth, nicking my tongue on your fangs, purring against your lips* Yours...Forever...

{breath ragged on your lips, the mingling of sweat and congealing wax, the wet fluids coating our thighs a decadent messy testament to our mating, diamond eyes meeting yours, my hammering heart threatening to burst} Yours Tory...forever, true...

*sighs, a languid smile curving my kiss swollen lips, body a boneless canvas of our union, chest stinging, thighs slick  with our combined arousal, our joint pleasure scenting the air, bathing me in love* I love you...*succumbing to the  to the drowsy pleasure, your warm muscles a heavy blanket, enveloping me as I will the door closed so we can sleep*